(SADDLE CREEK RECORDS; 2014)
BLUE DREAM, the third solo album from Azure Ray’s Orenda Fink, is a catharsis for loss and a balm for the grieving soul. In this instance, Orenda is writing as a means of coming to terms with the death of her beloved Wilson, her pet and friend for sixteen years. I’m not going to tell you that I understand that concept but, what I do understand is loss; there’s a process that we all go through when we lose someone or somebeing that we love deeply… I’ve been through that process more times than I like. Dealing and accepting the loss is part of that process; writing music is Orenda’s way of dealing. This is a deeply personal collection of songs and, I must say, it surely took a lot of guts to release them to the world.
The record’s first single (and lead-off track) is “Ace of Cups,” with a slow, grinding groove that I find reminiscent of those ’80s and ’90s MTV and radio hard rock/electronica hybrid ballads. The song features a memorable bass line and a powerful, swinging guitar solo but, it’s the brilliantly ethereal vocal delivery that makes the song work for me. “You Can Be Loved” is a mid-tempo piece of heavy atmospherics with a slightly detuned guitar figure running through it; there’s still a driving, forceful vibe to the tune, thanks in large part to the authoritative drumming of Bill Rieflin. With “This Is a Part of Something Greater,” I’m kinda reminded of the noises made by Berlin on the COUNT THREE AND PRAY album (the one that featured “Take My Breath Away” from the TOP GUN movie). The instrumentation hums and buzzes, with throbbing bass and understated percussion, highlighted by a killer, feedback-drenched guitar solo. With heartfelt (if a little creepy) lyrics like, “You know that my Love will never die,” I can almost hear Peter Gabriel or Kate Bush wrapping their vocal chords around this one. “You Are a Mystery” is a short blast of distorted girl group pop, utilizing Greg Elsasser’s saw as the prime instrumental impetus. A lullaby for the lost and grieving, “Holy Holy” is a song that comes from a very dark, lonely place but finds a voice as it moves into the light of acceptance.

The album’s title track is a funeral dirge for happiness and is one of the most upbeat songs on the record. The shiny guitar and keyboards that lurk just beyond the periphery add to the subterranean depths of despair. “Sweet Disorder” picks up the tempo but not the somber tone, as these lyrics show: “Crazy sweet disorder love/I believed in nothing/And in the end, that’s what I got.” “Poor Little Bear,” a number specifically referencing her loss, features Orenda’s gauzy voice over a lone acoustic guitar. “Darkling” is a chilling and enduring reminder that the monsters in the room aren’t under your bed, they’re in your head. Finally, with “All Hearts Will Beat Again,” that sense that things will never get better is replaced by a sense that things will go on and that, mostly, love is the only thing we have to hold on to. Working her way through the grief of loss in a cathartic exercise such as the ten cuts offered on her new record should go a long way in spiritually healing those still-open wounds. Has BLUE DREAM purged and cleansed Orenda Fink’s pain? We really won’t know the answer to that question until her next record.


































































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